bittersweet

so im still getting acquainted with this whole dorm life thing. i love having people around all the time to talk to or steal food, clothes and music from. most saturdays at home, i would wake up, and if i didnt already have tons of plans, i usually didnt make contact with the outside world for a few hours. this morning i woke up and wasnt sure what to do with myself, roommate still sleeping and all. a minute later, i found myself checking in on aimee and erika, who were still asleep as well, in case you were wondering. its wierd to be only accountable for myself... bittersweet if you will. but you do get accustomed to people being right there all the time. unfortuately, i often feel unproductive while in the dorms. on a regular basis, we will watch a lame show, that we have already scene at least twice, instead of doing homework. we stay up late talking and often laugh so hard our stomachs ache, but homework doesnt get done then either. at the end of the day, actually at the wee hours of the morning, cause that is when i am going to bed, the living situation is a blessing and a curse.

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